sakit tapi indah...

korang pernah dengar tak kata org "bercinta tak semestinya bersama.."
hm..aku pernah dengar dan aku sedang rasa..

aku lepaskan org yang aku sayang untuk tgk die gembira, sebabnya org yg betul2 boleh menggembirakan die tu mungkin bukan aku..
mungkin ade yg akan kata aku bodoh sbb tak fight utk awek aku sendiri..
mugkin jugak ade yg akan kata aku tolol psl lepaskan awek aku dgn org lain..
tp ape yang aku rase ini la jalan yang terbaik..

hari aku yakin tindakan aku tu betul..dan tepat.. even amat berat utk hati aku sendiri.. mmg rase celaka.. mmg rase gampang.. tp aku rase aku tak berhak nak simpan ape yg sememangnya mungkin bukan hak aku mungkin sejak dari awal lagi..

sesungguhnya aku mmg sayangkan die, tp...
sayang pada seseorang tak bermakna kita perlu memilikinya..

inilah sakit yang paling indah... =')

rase..

die amat menyayangimu..
cuma sekadar tidak dapat menyatakannya sahaja..

berdosakah die..?

lakonan

ko nak orang tgk life ko fun,

tp sebenarnya dlm hati ko meronta-ronta kata bosan..

ape yang ko nak org tgk tu sekadar luaran,

ape yg org tgk tu cuma sekadar lakonan,

aku hidup untuk org ke..?!

bukan kan..? hmm..

rasa sayang..

rasa sayang tu perlahan-lahan berubah menjadi rasa kasih...

the truth..

i know what i did to you is cruel,
but i also know that this is the only way
for you to forget me..

even if you hate me today,
its okey..
coz at lease today you have someone you can call your love...

knowing a friend..

there's a lot of things
with which i'm blessed
my problems have been few
but of all, this one's the best
to have a friend like you..

in time of trouble
friend will say
" just ask, i'll help you throught it"
but you don't wait for me to ask
you just get up and do it..

and i can't think
of nothing more
that i could wisely do
than know a friend
and be a friend
and have a friend like you.....


p/s : thanx yan for always being there for me..

this feelings..

hm..keep thinking about N lately..
kinda missed her..
why..

that day..
i saw someone looks juz like her..
hmm.. miss her.. dearly..

tp..aku yg tinggalkan die..
dah hampir dua tahun..
perasaan ni masih ada..

tgk her page td..
hm..she's already have someone in his life..

i'm juz happy for him..
really happy....

really...

really..

maybe..

hm..i think.........